Go For It.

I love to playing roller blade since i was teenager till now. But its been so long, about 5 years i didnt play it again. And i dont know why this summer time i feel really miss the time when i play like before. 
So, i just buy a pairs then going to riverside park to begin playing my hobby...
And guest what? Ha ha ha.. its terrible, i cant easy moving like before. many time slip and fall. Awwwwwww.. my knee get hurt. Its ok.. no wound. But my ankle so pain. And my whole body feels so tired. 
LOL.. I just blame myself.. this is my own fault.. who told you to play? Who ask you to buy new roller blade? Its been 5 years more i didnt touch that things.. ha ha ha.. am stupid.
So i just going home and take a rest.. 
But the next day.. i try again, i wont give up.. I wanna feel that nice feeling again in my heart, satisfy with myself when i can manage this fear inside me. Afraid to slip, fall down , and get hurt. 
No...this not me.. am not afraid to try again. I just keep going walking and walking again. And today i am really win, am not afraid. 
I can play easy like 5 years ago.. and heyyy.. i got that feeling again. 

Then when i just sat down, something come into my mind. Like the pathways of life. Dont be afraid to try, dont be afraid to fall. If sometime you get hurt, just get up, and try to go again. 
Just go for it, keep going to get your dream. The biggest fear is in your own heart. If you can manage, you will be the winner.

Succeed and satisfaction will be come to everyone who can GO FOR IT !!!

I would never give up for everything. and this is me!

Are you feel good about yourself?

    Since i was kid, i am the fleshy one then my friend or my classmate. Me more alike my father with darker skin, curly hair. Then my mother have a bright skin and smooth straight hair. Sometime i feel jealous with my friend, or my sister who have better looking then me. My brother and younger sister have bigger gen of my mother. They are lucky born with bright skin and smooth hair.

    But after the time, i think who cares? Life is not about skin and hair only, not about appearence. More worthy is inside you. About your brain. I am smarter then them. I always be the first in my class, since on elementary school. Even maybe i am not prettier then them, but i have better quality inside me. And i can show them i can do my best that they cant compare with me. I am not arrogant about this. But i just tell myself to not feel down about what you looking. 

    You must have something special inside you. And everybody born on they own way. Dont be regret for your apearence, wether you black, curly, skinny, fatty, or ugly. Everybody born is special. Show them your quality that nobody else cant do. So every body will respect you. 

    What we need is self confidence, feel great about ourself. Dont need to feel jealous about anybody else. You have something that nobody else doesnt have. Just dig in to yourself, your talent, your personality. You will find the meaning of your life. Dont be afraid to walking in your own way. Stay cool as you are. And something really important. dont ever feeling down no matter you are. I am sure you will be the winner!!!